| Thursday, January 17, 2008 |
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lived through another week, under the pile of never-ending project work. pushing myself quite close to the edge this time, i have no idea as to how much more i can take. the pressure just seems to be weighing down so hard this time, i'm not sure if i can cope. the fear of not being able to perform up to my own set of standards, just makes me feel pretty worthless. being forced out of my comfort zone, makes me feel so bare and naked. i just hate it when my weakness shows through. when the tears fall. when i feel so alone. but, there's no chance for me to drown myself in my own self-arranged misery. no. i will not allow it. i will bounce back up and face the situation as an even stronger person than before. i wish, thank god it's friday. cmcmcmcmcmcmcm! |