Life

what a spot on. i took a mood test from the link in sinyee's blog and look at my results.

Sensitive and understanding but under some strain; needs to unwind in the company of someone close.

haha.

i love the small wrinkles that form at the side of his eyes when he smiles. i love the little scar at the side of his left eye. i love to hear him laugh. i love him the most when he's happy.

i'm starting to sound like a sick desperate stalker.

but i really loved him.

Monday, February 27, 2006

ngee ann poly interview. the thing that would either make or break me.

went for my interview this morning in my carefully planned power suit. yes. i ever wore my killer heels as i would love to call it. i walked into the campus extra full of confidence but as i entered the reporting room. i saw this girl wearing the same shirt as me. ya. i know. a black shirt with white vertical stripes wasn't exactly dior couture but well. it did lower my confidence a lil cuz if the interviewers remember a girl in a black long sleeve shirt with white strips, they wouldn't be able to confirm if it's me.

oh well. enough about the whining of my attire. the interviews were horrible!!! my first stop was a one-to-one interview with this caucasian, whom i think is one of their lectures. it went like this

interviewer : what is your passion? take your time to think about it. is doesn't have to be media related.
me : singing is my passion **rattles on**
interviewer define passion
me : *not so confidently* about liking something a lot as a whole.. blah..blah..
interviewer : **YAWNS!!!!** sorry about that. i didn mean to. it's not that i find you boring. it's just that i'm very tired.
me : *all smiles* it's ok. should i go on?
interviewer : next qns, wad is one social issue that you're concerned about?
me : *i was so super-bent on answering the nyp scandal! but i thought it wouldn't go down well. what if he started to ask if i or do i have any friends who video themselves in action. so i said... "the nkf scandal."

urrghh. i knew at that point if i talked about the juicy sex tape instead. he might perk up and actually even give me extra points for my entertaining conversation.

Oh well..

next round was a 2 interviewer and 3 students kinda thing. so two other people and poor me included had to pick out a question from a few cards which were laid covered on the table. the only guy in our group, which i must say is quite a blur cutie, picked out a question which is "create a radio programme either for children or senior citizens"

so. after much brainstorming withing the allocted ten mins, we planned out a rough programme for senior citizens. with like talk shows. health tips and stuff.

oh. before i forget to mention. the two interviewers. one is a guy, the other a lady.

Mistake no1.
so. the guy asks : so wad language is your programme in?
me : english
guy : but looking at the senior citizens at the void deck, they don't look very english to me.
me my girl teammate : we'll have slots.. blah blah
lady interviewer : what about dialects? my grandma doesn't speak chinese. she only speaks teochew.

MAN.... i almost died.. let me carry on.

Mistake no2.
lady : so is your programme just going to be talkshows?
guy : what happened to the music.

we assumed that there was music all along... we thought we were to plan stuff besides that.

Mistake no3.
because the other two members of the team were quite quiet, so i answered most of the questions that they shot out and i think i didn't answer them really well. so ya.

i screwed my interview. =(

i so badly wanna go in...

p.s. i'm finally typing this entry on my own computer!! yay!! and guess what there's broadband too. hah!!

arrghh. i feel rotten.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

I LOVE HSIEN!!
i love her so much to that i would almost give her my Lancome beauty advisor job!!! well. i said almost.

hahah. i'm quite happy today. I went shopping alone yesterday cause my bitch had to do km8 duties and i bought my black pumps already! they cost 33dollars.. and they were from Charles and Keith. i was actually considering getting one for VNC but then, they weren't as comfy as the CnK one. owell. it was money well spent. =)

ya. i was shopping at citylink mall and guess what! Ozoc is having this super major sale and one of their jackets which is absolutely hot is going at 60percent discount!! which equals to $40 per piece. too bad sizes are limited, they don't have any in my elephant size.. hsien. think u should go get one. it's really hot!

going comp shopping tomorrow. i hope i can get my mom to get me the sony notebook. i really want it so bad!

owell. i love ivan. hahaha. he scores top marks for being a gd boyfriend!

yesterday when me and hsien met up with fangyi, ernie and timo at lot1 bus interchange, there was someone with them too at that time and guess what the person commented.

" sara? why u never dye your hair blonde. you would look so much better. exactly like a bimbo!"

it has never occured to me that i look even half the part of a bimbo, but according to her i now look almost bimbo-ish. haha. i find it pretty amusing after much thought.

now at chee mun's place doing up the JAE thing. praying extremely hard that i can get into ngee ann's mass com!

bumped into two of my primary school friends on my way to the bank at bukit panjang plaza just now in the afternoon. they told me about Grant and said that he is now super charming. yep. i don't see much people being described as charming nowadays. I always knew i had an eye for guys with potential. He was only like cute in primary school. Can't wait to meet up with them tomorrow!! =)

Going for a Lancome interview tomorrow too. It's at the same building where i last went for the Ralph frangrance interview. Hope i can get through..

Monday, February 13, 2006

went to school this morning to collect guidebooks from the general office because i missed them out last friday. mr seah actually commented that my toenails look cute! hah!