Wednesday, January 23, 2008 |
i screwed up big time, fucked up big time, biggest time ever in my two year in poly. worse than not being able to identify with any of the questions for the final media buying and sales negotiation paper despite studying so hard for it. worse than the comp crashing with my almost finalised donna proposal in it. faaar worse than anything i could have imagined. it was a bloody bleeding nightmare, and the guilt from all that responsibility weighing down on me, is just suffocating. it's killing me, to not be able to be present tomorrow for the shooting, i would so love to bear the brunt of all. afterall, it is my fault. |