Life

Monday, November 19, 2007

it's been one hell of a roller coaster ride..
but a wonderful experience nevertheless.

happy 3rd anniversary sweetheart.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

got this from tai tai's blog. feeling kinda low. i dunno why i cant get started on my work at all. it's really shitty.

dont ask me why i did so many quizzes. i just needed a quick distraction.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:
Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx?q=b

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmm... the front 2 quizzes are more accurate i think. the back few are a mix of rubbish and somewhat true. haha.

i'd better get back to work before i get burried by them alive and be left to die a slow painful death.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

it's really annoying.

i don't know how much longer i can bear..

Monday, November 12, 2007

still so sore, it hurts...

it's hard, but i'll get it on somehow.

i know i will.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

sometimes you can't help but think about the past.

sometimes, you just can't help but miss how things were back then. how simple and uncomplicated life was.

the simple bus rides from school home with cm, listening in to the same mp3 player - the usual jay chou songs that cm adores and sharing a tube of mentos. the long walk to school that we used to take every monday.. such simple pleasures used to give me so much joy.

hanging out at Mos burger with shing, sherwin and cm.. doing chemistry, geography and mugging away hard for our O levels..

pigging out at shing's with fries, bubble tea and back then, seventeen magazines..

being able to completely trust the people around you, the close friends beside you.

it's amazing how the simplest of things back then are so difficult to do right now.

cm and i are usually so tired from our weekday schedules that we spend our bus rides asleep on each other's shoulders..

i don't seem to be able to mug with that determination i had back during my Os. i just cant seem to find it.

shing's forever busy. with lasalle. even if i pop by, she's usually half asleep. haha. she's turning into a club bitch. right shing? lol. now even when we want to meet we have to tally our schedules and timetables. it's plain annoying.

and the thing about trust. it's just not as easy as it was, no?

Prolly we were younger, we did not constantly keep our guard against the people we mix with. we were more trusting.

or maybe i was..
overly trusting

if there's one thing i hate about myself - it's how easy i get emotionally attached to the people around me.

the same it happened in primary school, and then again in secondary school.

i've warned myself, before i stepped into poly, not to have that happen all over again. but i guess it did.

or maybe i'm just over-reacting.

but this time i realised it's not as easy to trust the people i hang out with.

and it's hard to live your life being attached to people whom you cannot fully trust.

i have no idea what i'm rambling about, but i guess the old saying is true? you'll meet all your good friends in secondary school.

maybe,

only time would tell.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

finally, a chance for a small breather between the mess of projects. we've got a 5day weekend ahead - wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday. but i've got to work a few days here and there and get started on ip, and the public relations project that i'm supposed to do up with cindy.

Also, i need to start doing my marcom research already and try typing out the report. and maybe do up the ppt slides for my mini presentation.

i just handed up entrepreneurship's business plan today and just when i thought i could come home and take a break, i realise that there's a lot more waiting to be done.

i dunno why but i have this inkling that we would be kept very very busy till the December holidays. whoopdeedoo.

i'm feeling so excited. i could just die this very moment.