| Thursday, August 02, 2007 |
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thank god it's wednesday. i managed to get a day off from school, and kinda shut myself out from the world of work and projects for just a while, which is for about errm, 5minutes? where i start to feel guilty about the whole thing again. about not being able to do a good job. bah. let me not whine about work for one entry. i met cm for lunch today before he had to head back to camp. he booked out earlier this morning for some checkup at yewtee. and was really surprised to see him reading while wating for me at bp. it's been a long time since i last saw him read.... after seeing him off, i decided to waste my afternoon away by cooking this dessert - barley with gingko and beancurd sheets. so i bought 30ograms worth of gingko seeds and just spent the whole afternoon shelling them and peeling off the skin coat. i don't really care if this sounds sick, but i really enjoyed it. it was just, therapeutic. really. it just helped to clear my mind. i like it soo much, i think i'm gonna offer to cook cm's family dinner this weekend. oh well, suddenly i just cant wait to sit down, open my books and study. i kinda miss mugging. (i know i will so regret this statement after i click on publish post) just like the times in secondary school..where life was a lot simpler. of course. i do not mean the crazy class politics and shit. who the hell would miss all that drama? i meant the simple life of a secondary school student. where she just has to sit in class and listen and there would be written assignments to do and english journal entries to write..and tys questions to practice on. i kinda miss doing homework on foolscap paper.. writing chinese compositions..doing titrations in the lab..running the stupid rounds during pe.. slacking during math lessons.. passing notes with shing during bio.. the sound of the stupid school bell.. the school tie and collar badge.. my uniform. basically, just the life of a secondary school student. things were so much more straightforward. so much more simpler. cause all that matters in the end are just the results from the final exams. i'm not complaining. really. |