Monday, July 16, 2007 |
i feel like such a bitch. i just wanna run somebody down, take it out on someone... yet perhaps, i prolly did. sorry iffah. it really didnt make me feel any better. just made me feel worse. i feel like: puking out my dinner. throwing my computer monitor on the floor. turning on the shower and standing underneath it for like forever and not come out and face the world anymore. applying bleach under my eyes. washing all my clothes and bags. cleaning my table. mopping the floor. throwing up. basically, just throwing up.. i'm so disgusted with myself. and with the work that i've been producing. i. feel. like. shit. oh, and it doesn't help that my blog isnt google-proof. so hi you-know-who! welcome to my life. |