| Thursday, June 28, 2007 |
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you know sometimes when i travel alone on the train, bus, taxi.. i can't help but think a lot. about, stuff. like worrying that i can't get into a local university and that i might have to go overseas? then where would be able to get money to pay for the fees? or that i might be able to get into a local uni but then i wouldnt be able to decide what course i wanna study? or that i can't decide what career i want to pursue.. or that i can't finish paying off the stupid CPF loan which i have taken up to pay for poly education before the new loans start coming in? or that i wouldn't be able to get a job in the media industry and might end up as a lancome beauty advisor full time?! gah! i can't help but worry about everything. maybe next time, i won't even have money and might have to eat cat food for a living. there's JW ICA tomorrow and i suck at writing. so i think i prolly won't do well. and there's also the Jap ICA next Tuesday, which i'm almost close to clueless as to what is being tested. worry worry worry. i really think i should take a break and go out shopping to probably clear my head a little. oh yeah, wait, i have no money, i'm dead broke. but then again, my pay came in today. but still, it's not much. it's not even enough for me to go shopping. even with GSS. GSS. don't get me started on GSS. i havent even participated in the GSS. i havent really even been into shops during the GSS period. i am soo proud of my new-found discipline. haha. i'm blogging in mmr class. on my laptop. on my pink laptop. muahaha. the feeling, i tell you is uber sweet. but then again, i feel bad, for not really listening to the lecture.. but then again, how many people is? la la la.. this entry is super random. i like. Cm tomorrow! yeah! it feels like a million years ago since i last saw him. |