| Friday, October 06, 2006 |
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i was lacking of stuff to do so i decided to look up my old opendiary account to relive past memories, when i realised that the system deleted my account. fucking bastards. it was still there 4months ago. and usually they would like send an email to inform that they are going to delete the account but they deleted it without notification this time. i am so freaking hell pissed. that opendiary was like a testament to my life in secondary school. me&luqi.. the starting of me&cm. with that diary deleted, i have nothing at all left from the relationship i had with luqi. nothing, nada, zilch. which is super fucking sad can!!! gone are the personal entries he written for me. gone are the entries on the dates we had...and of course the entry on how he broke up with me, which i always go back to read whenever i need to do some "waking up". i lost the details of how i met cm. how did the feelings develop..how we started out.. details of my different experiences performing with the commonwealth choir and the vocal consort. feelings i had after each performance and concert i gave.. everything gone just like that. i hate opendiary!! GRRR...if only i could write in and ask if there's anyway they could return me that diary.. like as though they could just go retrive it from the recycle bin of their system..urrghh. |