| Wednesday, October 25, 2006 |
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one week into the new sem and the pressure's building up already. i just have this feeling that i wont be performing as well in school this time. cause the modules are like all so, complicated. yes yes cindy. A= L + OE. the timetable sucks and i keep having the urge to meet cm everyday as he is now officially having his study break from school..which is not that good actually. he should be getting all the time he can get with his books!! *for our future sweetheart. mug hard ya. i totally cannot stand morning classes and yipee. this sem almost every day starts in the morning. i miss night classes!! *bawls!!* i want to be able to sleep in till like. 12pm!! oh. and i don't seem to be able to find time for myself now that i have to go back to school and attend dumb golf lessons every Sunday. okay. i admit. i'm not a golf fan and that i'm just taking it up so that my mum and i would have like more opportunities to bond and that she would be able to bring me along when she goes overseas to play..and then i would get the chance to shop. but i'm really excited at the prospect of me being able to go shopping for new golfing equipment and apparel!! oh ya. the learning process is a killer. my coach is like this PGA pro or something important like that (as you can see i dont really bother) and he has this really weird obsession with the end poses of your swing..he has this videocam which he uses every lesson to take videos of a few swings and he actually like analyses them with me. like tell me if the curve of my waist aint apparent enough, the angle of the golf club..that i dont hold my end pose long enough.. and and! i'm picking up golf under loads of pressure as my mum's, boss's son is also learning under the same coach. so yeah. there's this stupid unspoken of competition going on. not only that, i get stupid back aches after each lesson and they last on for about two days. damn sucky i tell you. i've also been spending too much money recently. having blown money on lingerie during last weekend when i have enough to last me for half a month, a different design everyday.. and please. don't get me started on the amount that i spent on the cab rides for the past week. with morning classes almost everyday. i swear, i will really boost the earnings of those cabbies. just in one week. i spent 36dollars on cab rides. imagine what i could do with that amount of money! ...ok. so maybe i won't be able to do much but still. 36dollars is alot!! i could like buy another half of the stupid robbins 'management' textbook! or use it as allowence for two weeks.. so i guess the above just kinda sums up how i'm living my non-existent life at this point of time. oh and ali, if you're reading this. i've thought it over and i guess i can only join common voices next year. =/ sorry! |