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Thursday, June 29, 2006

i'm bored. and so here's an entry to why i hate MRTs.

you know how MRT seats are like side by side. it's so irritating as there are no barriers to prevent people from spilling over to the next seat you know what i mean? especially when you are seating in between two quite plump persons. urrghh. the feeling of being squished two-ways is really quite bad. and it irritates me real bad.

and you know what? the squishing isn't the worst thing about MRTs. what i really really cannot stand is people with like really horrible and bad body odor. B.O for short. i don't mean to be mean, but they really really stink. oh. especially after the train stops at each each station, and continues to move again, that gust of wind which just brings that fugly scent over to your side....*crinkles nose in disgust* totally gross.

and i'm like super super suay? it's like everytime when there's an empty seat beside me, 8 out of 10times it would either be this disgusting old dirty *literally dirty* man or some people with b.o. occupying the new seat.

OhOH!! some day this week, i was on the train to school when i saw this man leave his seat which was beside this guy to stand at the door, so i went over and sat down..and golly boy did he stink! i usually just try to breathe through my mouth when this happens but this guy's B.O is really unbearable. so yeah. i couldnt take it after 5min so i stood up and went to one side of the carriage.. when i saw this lian-ish girl go sit at that fateful seat only to stand up and remark "wah lao. si bei chao. no wonder seat empty" (si bei chao=very smelly)

haha. i guess i'm not the mean-est afterall. anyway, mrts should really install like air fresheners in their carriages instead of the stupid tvs which are practically off hald the time. air fresheners would be so much more practically i tell you.

and there's this thing which i absolutely hate while i'm on the trains. it's those dirty disgusting ah peks who like to stare at the women who sit at the opposite row of seats. they're like totally oblivious to the world whenever they spot any young thing with a vagina, if they're dressed in miniskirts all the better. they do not care at all for the person's figure-fat, thing, plump whether or not they have an ugly face.. they just lean all the way out of their seat and bend their heads to a side attempting to get a peek of whats under the girl's skirt.

i mean like what the fuck? i know your deprived and all that shit but you wanna look also not so obvious right? like you afraid no one knows you're peeking at someones upskirt. i just cant stand these kinda people.

it happened to me, another day this week, (this week is a lousy week for me on MRTs) again. i boarded the train from marsiling and sat down. was wearing my la senza turquoise camisole and my strap kinda slipped of my shoulders. so as i was adjusting i saw this uncle smiling at me. so i was like. be friendly sara. so i smiled back. not any of those smiles that would give him the wrong idea but one of those 'i acknowledge your smile' kinda smile. so yeah. i closed my eyes and tried to nap, and when i opened my eyes i saw him my thighs which were like exposed due to my demin skirt, i then realised my strap slipped again so i went to adjust it. and i saw his eye shoot up to my chest and my hands.

so i covered my chest with my bag. and he really, very not obvously, bent his head to the side, to try peer in under my skirt. i mean like what the hell! so i place my bag back on my lap. stared at him fiercely and gestured to him that if he looks one more time i'll snap his pic down with my hp.

so yeah. the disgusting man got my message and soon left the carriage, maybe to prey on another unsuspecting girl.

i hate dirty old chi ko peks. they're such fucked up people. i wish they could get banned by SMRT from boarding trains which is like so impossible..

anyway. have you heard! taxis are gonna be raising their rates!! so it'll no longer be $2.40 starting fee. i have no idea what the new starting fee would be like..but i do know that peak hour charge will be increased from $1 to $2. like oh my fucking god. before the taxi even moves, you already have $4.40 on your taxi meter. urrghh. i hate them for doing this. they're like ruining my favourite pastime and transportation, the one that will save me from MRTs to school... i've already planned my allowence in a way that i can take a maximum of 3cab rides per week. but now...

sighs. i love cabbing. i hope they don start the new pricing rates so soon..

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

you know you lost that loving feeling..

when 'sorry' becomes a word to shut the other party up.
when you realise that sometimes u say 'i love you' just for the sake of doing so.
when you hope that you can have more free time to yourself.
when you are numbed to his insults.
when quarrels become an everday essential.
when you just don't feel that connection that used to be there anymore.

but for you, i hope we can work hard, to find that feeling back.

Monday, June 26, 2006

so yeah, i'm typing this in my monday night class which is extremely boring. i love night classes as i work better at night. but i just detest scriptwriting lessons.

anjana, my classmate, who is seriously quite a cute loser, but somebody i quite like, did something really stupid just now. yeah. and retarded me laughed till my throat feels a little wrong now.

this is like totally random but somehow it beats writing for the stupid exercise in class.

my friend anjana is this indian goddess who has this serious obsession with old boring cricket and will one day marry the richest sultan in the universe and inherit all his big elephants, gold and silk.

she'll even get to own this wonderful wireless network which is set up just for her~

and one day she'll remember her dear friend which is *ahem* me, and buy me the cutest porche....

as i will be the one who will find for her the filthiest richest horniest sultan ever.

sara. just concentrate and u'll get everything done by 5am.

really.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

so. i didn manage to wake up for macdonalds' today. and for the entire day all i did was cook a pot of green bean soup at cm's place, fall asleep there and go watch garfield with my mum and sis.

garfield 2 is good u know why? cause there are two garfield's in it. two fat, cute and orange cats. watching it just makes me feel like squishing the cat and eating lasagne. somehow, i dunno why, garfield reminds me of josephine.

anyway. what made my day so perfect, besides spending it with cm, was that i discovered this absolutely DIVINE fragrance at takashimaya departmental store.

ok. a crash introduction to those who don't know me that well. i'm a sucker for fragrances. like major all time sucker. at home i still have half a bottle of Gucci's envy me, jLo's glow, Lancome's Attraction, and i haven't even started with my DKNY Be delicious yet.

i'm digressing a little here, but the point i'm trying to bring across is that i already have loads of fragrances at home AND i still want this one.

It's the first Eau de Parfum (i didn really like attraction that much) that i really really fancy. it smells sweet, yet not overly sweet, and kinda has this calming effect on me.

It is.... *drumroll....*
the new Burberry fragrance, BURBERRY LONDON.

the promoter's super cute. =p and the bottle's quite pretty. most importantly, i like the scent alot. it's not smelly like hsien's provacative.

i have this urge to go back and buy it tomorrow. thank god for my enormous incomplete workload weighing me back.

maybe Fangyi would like to get a bottle for me.
=p it's a statement, not a question.

i'll continue dreaming of burberry london as i do up more for azchar's asignment..and go to sleep in sweet burberry dreams!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

there's this habit which i have inculcated in me unknowingly.

every saturday morning, my body will scream out for macdonald's breakfast- be in the sausage mcmuffin with or without egg, (i lurrve the sausages) the egg mcmuffin, hotcakes, big breakfasts or the hot teas and coffee. i love it all!

but i hate going to macdonald's on saturday morning cause it's always filled with horrible kids, running about, tripping over balloon sticks or crying as they can't get their orange juice.

i hate noisy children.

yet i don't want to order it through delivery cause the food comes all soggy and disgusting, and it just doesnt taste as good when u eat it at home.

the hot teas at macdonald's somehow taste better too!

lol. ok. i swear. this is such a random entry from a hungry me at 3.30am.

i'm just trying to digress from my work duties.
Maybe i should go to bed. or maybe i'm just depressed cause the plans i had for tomorrow are all gone! =(

went shopping with hsien today. we went to the mango sale at the mango between isetan scotts and pacific plaza. it's scary, there you can see beautiful and all sorts of women at their ugliest. really. there was no care for image at all. haha. and it's so freaking crowded i could hardly breathe. blew $130 at Mango on 2 items whilst hsien spent $200 and got 5. i really don't get it. how come she can spend so little and still get so much. Maybe i should be less picky, then i'll be able to get more stuff.

i suddenly have a fetish for newurbanmale stuff- i'll have guys wear their red sexy high-cut speedos or the cute orange boxer shorts. then i'll just lie back on my sofa and watch them walk around.

ok. sara needs to sleep like now. she's gone a lil off.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

oh. i've been such a git recently. peering at the mirror at constantly wondering whats wrong and different about my face now as it looks weird, when it struck me. that my jawline and neck has disappeareD!!

*screams!*
**scuttles around looking for it!!**

i better do something. like be super disciplined and put aside an evening for a jog or something. or else. i'm gonna like turn into a king kong like really soon. thats like..ahh!!

or maybe i could go sign up for one of those shit from cenosis *i quote fish. mei tian dou shou shou de gan jue zhen hao! -.- (being slim everyday feels so good!) it's really a sucky advertisement. or that one that olinda went to. hah!

talking about discipline. i guess its what i really need for me to get through this week?

i have so many to do. yet i'm in such a slacky mood. tsk. i'm such a procrastinator.

angel: tsk tsk. you should be ashamed of yourself.. people have already completed at least one of their projects. you're only halfway into one!

devil: it's okay. you know you're a last minute kinda person. you can churn out better quality work at the last minute.

bah. somehow the devil's words always plant better in my thoughts.

work sara! work!! **slaps hard in the face**

burn calories burn!!

Sunday, June 18, 2006

i dreamt that i failed scriptwriting and broadcasting and i went over to cm's place crying. his mum saw me, smiled, gave me a cloth and asked me to clean the kitchen while crying so as not to waste precious time.

i sobbed and cleaned as she told me to. scrubbing the kitchen tabletops whilst cm comforted me, saying i'll be able to do better the next time.

and cm's mother then asked me to cook fu zhou yi mi dessert for her and said that if all don't goes well i can carve a career for myself by selling desserts as i cook them well.

thank fucking god it's only a dream. *shudders* i don't wanna sell dessert for the rest of my life.

when i woke, met up with cm for our ritual mac breakfast then went to support him at the bukit panjang community centre as he was performing the opening event at this dance carnival for cip points, typical cm. so yeah. after that we went to causeway point for lunch and went shopping at cold storage!

i love shopping at supermarkets. i dunno why. it's not an aunty thing or whatsoever. it's just kinda interesting to me.

simple pleasures like these never fail to make my day.

they're even better than an orgasm!

lol.

anyway, while i was at the supermaket, i saw this conditioner from sunsilk which said "long and strong".

and here i quote darling eoin, it sounds wrong doesn't it? heh.

Friday, June 16, 2006

been looking through my recent photos..

and i really need to trim my fringe like shorter? It's kinda poke-y now, as in it pokes my eye? but i'm afraid of the act cute image..*shudders* so not for me.

I also seriously need a dye job. most probably getting one next week! yeah! mum's paying cause i'm gonna go do it with her *sorry manda* so excited. can't decide what color to do. Brown with red highlights? brown with honey highlights? dark purple. hmmz. no more blondey base color. makes me look lian. in fact, i realised. it makes me look super lian. woohoo!

oh. I also need to find out what's the lacking thing in my diet that's making me turn yellow! my skin used to be rosy fair! but now i'm turning sallow. like super disgusting.

must be cm's fault. haha. all the cooking and attending to him makes me turn into a huang lian po! (housewife)

today i did facial for him. haha. it was very amusing seeing a guy wincing at all the pain we women went through to make ourselves beautiful for them men. it was very fun. felt very powerful then cause if he irritated me, i can take it out on his blackheads!my baby's also addicted to the world cup.. being a genius who only bets small amounts and wins small profits! he calls it investments but i'm just worried he might =x *gasps!* get addicted to betting? oh well. i hope not. i'll only tolerate gambling for the world cup season.

i played a prank on him also. gave him this booklet on the pricings for wedding banquet tables from this chinese restaurant in suntec convenction hall. haha. and pretended to ask for his opinion. he seemed a little freaked out when i told him i like the $788/table menu and when i told him my mum was the one who asked me to pass the booklet to him. the reaction on his face was priceless.

oh well. a little too young for me to be getting married at the age of 17 but still. we did the math for fun!
$31520 for the $788/table banquet,min. of 28 tables. I'll have min40.
$300 for my wedding cake. i will so not tolerate styrofoam ones.
$300 for ulu merc rental.
$10000 for wedding pictureS? i wanna go overseas to take them.
$7000 for gowns, suits, hair, accessories and make up for like everyone.
$1000 for floral arrangements?
$500 for the traditional customary items.
$2500 for my godiva chocolate as wedding favors.

Grand total: $53, 120

and i'm sure i missed out like a gazillion of stuff. and the cost of tiffany wedding rings aren't added in yet. and the costs of the new house, and the photographers (as i'm assuming i can get someone to do it foc)

so yeah. only the rich can get married. and those who want to do so early. better start saving like now.

*the above calculations were done on the quotations that the chinese restaurant gave per table and by rough estimation for the other costs.

bah. what a cruel ending to all sweet fantasies. i was always day dreaming of holding my wedding at fulleton or something. sheesh.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

On Monday i finally had the much long awaited meeting with hsien, fangyi and ernest. and well. surprise surprise, the guys were late as usual so hsien and i walked around suntec and marina square (i bought my camisole! =D) before meeting them for lunch+dinner at 4pm. The seoul garden in marina square's kinda cool? they have like a wider variety of items there, spaghetti and dim sum, though i didn ate any, but it was gd to know that the $14 i paid was value for money.

It was kinda disappointing cause we all went our own ways after dinner. sheesh. i guess that's what happens when everyone is attached, all busy with their own lives.. right fangyi? =P

Anyway. i kinda fell in love with the pouches from 'tea' kinda lame i know but they're oh so pretty. *swoons*

So on tuesday, had my rather blurred meeting with the KNN project group people, then i rushed over to this really pathetic chalet in Pasir Ris, i think it's called the Home NS team or something like that. it's really in a deserted area and guess what, there's no pool, no telephone, no dvd or even vcd player and the whole chalet was like falling apart? it was really disgusting.

the room i stayed in, the ceiling were like very worn out? and there were stains on it, like as though the rain seeped through the tiles on the roof and caused those damped marks. it was disgusting. the toilets were disgusting, with grime at the basin and between the tiles at the bathing area.

and when i was about to fall asleep, guess what. i saw this fucking huge lizard scamper across the room floor and up onto the wall beside the window. i swear, it's the most disgusting ever!

you know what, i hate lizards. be it big or small. i just cant stand them.

Anyway. i think Aloha chalets are like the best? they're roomy, clean and have loads of facilities like the pool? dvd player? phone! bah. anything's better than the one i went to yesterday.

Honestly i had no idea why i even went when all i did there was have dinner, shower and then go to sleep. i could have done all these in the luxury of my own home. sheesh. feel even dumber now.

Went shopping today with mummy and we didn't buy anything except for marketing stuff from carrefour? we bought haagen daz melon ice cream home!! and i felt really guilty. like i betrayed Ben & jerry's in some way. oh well. the melon ice cream is superb! =)

and i really need to quick worrying and planning and just get started on my work. i'm so stressed out.

Cheers to the many more late nights to come..

arrghhhh...

Sunday, June 11, 2006

i'm tired, and a lil on the lost side. There's just too many projects to be done to the extent that i get all my companies and project groups and meeting plans mixed up.

The holidays start today, but it's not much of a holiday for us with an ICA to be done for every module. it's no laughing matter as most of them take up 25 fucking percent.

I think i'm going to fail scriptwriting and broadcasting? because i really don't know whats the correct way of writing a television script and broadcasting- cause i know i failed my radio presentation and i will so fail the stand-upper ICA and with a C for emceeing, it's hard to imagine me getting anywhere.

I'm kinda stressed up especially when looking at my results and knowing not much can really be done cause the judging of project work is really quite personal?

i really want to do well quite badly.

went to work today, and there was this disgusting guy who called up the counter at our phone, blowing and moaning into the phone and asking us if we want to 'make love' (as he says) with him. He called not once, not twice..
but four fucking times.
It's utterly disgusting and freaky.

i mean imagine this. that loony bugger could be hiding behind the escalators or something, watching us pick up his phonecall.

**shudders**

went shopping during break and was at Guess! looking through the racks and racks of discounted stuff when suddenly this aunty said "excuse me, how many percent off when it's blue tag?"

i thought it was just a question, so i answered her and went back to my rather excruciating task of looking through the very messy racks.

then it happened again, this lady was like flinging infront of my face this green camisole and asking me what's the price after discount.

i politely told her to refer to the pricing chart pasted on the wall.

so i walked over to the shoes section, rather irritated i must say, when this man asked me to get him shoes in size 9.

i was like what the fuck? do i look like the fucking shop assistant.

i just ignored him and walked out of the shop.

i don't get these people, i mean, when people dress up fully in black - black shirt, pants and shoes, does that mean they automatically become the people working in that shop? no!

these people got me so irritated that i would almost like to swear that i would never again shop during my lunch break..

but then. the lunch breaks i spend alone are so lonely? one cant expect me to sit my whole hour at pepper lunch right? so ya. i will continue shopping, and try not to get irritated with these people.

shopping and lunch tomorrow with hsien fangyi and ernest. **yeah**

i would like to get somemore clothes. i'm again running out of stuff to wear to school.

you know what? i'm almost. almost tempted to buy 5different coloured polo tees from Giodarno and wear them for the different days of the week to school. haha. that would save me from a lot of headache.
they're on discount anyway. and are extremely cheap.

and there i go from school to work to shopping and back to school again.

bah! i'm getting a headache just looking at the amount of work i have to do. i have no fucking idea where to even start!

Thursday, June 01, 2006

after a big quarrel, things always go on super nicely. this time it's no exception. but, it has been exceptionally sweet. feels like the honeymoon period once again. i do hope it will go on for quite awhile. the last two months had been really too stormy for my liking.

on tues, ms0601 had a new classmate called johnathan (cues hsien's toothy grin) for the guest lecturer. it was kinda amusing to hear him speak up in a class that he has no business attending to, oh ya. and he thinks nyp is loaded with pretty girls and hot babes. poor guy. i wonder how the girls in sajc looks like these days..must be quite bad for him to think that way eh. date after class was sweet. there was nothing left to remind us that we were still quarreling in the morning.

wed, he surprised me after his biking trip with his friends. and we kinda had a bike ride around my estate, which was super dangerous though sweet. he suggested cycling down to plaza, but errm. i'd rather walk. (i hope i didn offend u darling) so we went down to plaza, walked around ntuc and he came back to my place for tv and dinner.

i dunno why i'm blogging about all these here but. these simple pleasures just make me so very happy =) haha.