| Wednesday, April 19, 2006 |
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second day of school down. had lessons proper already.. my class mentor mentioned that we will be having our ICA's like during week5? that's like freaking soon. i so really wanna do well for poly.. i want to do well so much. i want to get the best attachment company in year3. i want my class people to think, wah seh. she really can study. heh. i'm sick and tired of being the well known last few in class. oh ya. thinking of what to wear to school everyday is this fucking major headache. i wish i can just go to school in like sloppy tees or something. but sorry. media class. there's this fucking pressure to dress well. kinda hate it. makes me miss the cwss uniform. =/ haven't been socialising much in school. guess only jess, cin and youlin can really count as my new friends eh? i'm just so lazy to socialise. too tired to go through the whole judgemental process again. class politics suck. well. media class what do u expect? so my class like consists of 33people and one of the clique consists half the class strength. the other consists of like the rest of the guys, another the indians and lastly the 4 of us. heh. i can tell the big girl clique have some opinions on me man, like how all the girl cliques always do. i try not to be loud, try to be nicer this time, and still can create bad impression. heh. i'm a winner man~ i wonder what will happen if i bring my bitchy side out. heh. i miss being a bitch. being Miss Nice. is fucking boring. |