| Monday, March 20, 2006 |
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i'm wating for hsien to finishing playing her super retarded game so that we can make plans for our shopping! trip tomorrow. she said she had another 2% to go for her level up but 10mins has past and i don't see her yet. so, i'll blog to entertain myself! cm's having his block test? (i dun really know what it's called) so yeah, i'm trying super hard not to distract my darling. so. i went out with guorui (with cm's consent) on saturday! we went shopping at marina square and it was quite fun as he knew my taste quite well and actually managed to point out to me alot of stuff which i didn take note of and yet really suits me. saw many many items that i so wanna buy. like the two Ripcurl bags!! and the long white Ripcurl and OZOC skirt. and a white Zara top with like gold prints on it. but there's this disadvantage when i go out with him, he walks like waay too fast and it's difficult to keep up with his speed with corns on the soles of your feet. =/ watched 'Home Alone part 1' with my daddy and sis today at home. teared when i watch the ending. when the family were like together again on christmas morning and the old man going back to his son. i hate happy family endings. ever since the day my family became like how it is now. i always cry whenever i see such an ending. maybe because it reminds me of the painful fact that i'll never get to experience such family warmth and happiness from this family of mine again.. reading tony parson's 'man and wife' again doesn't help much too. it just kinda reinforces the fact that my family is practically non-existent and to be truthful, it's really quite painful. it also made me realise that children are actually quite an essential part of a happy family. so yeah. reading the book actually made me want to have kids. but. not so soon.=) i'll just be satisfied playing with other people's children in the meantime! p.s. hsien finally came online. excited bout her new weapon. =/ sheesh.. |