| Saturday, March 04, 2006 |
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i'm currently in a huge mess. or should i say major mess. i have no idea at all, on which path i should choose. everything's just muddled up in my mind. i just hate it when i can't process my thoughts clearly, problems with cm doesn't make the situation any better either. my current posting is temasek poly's retail management, i mention that and everyone goes "oh the course that teaches you how to arrange stuff". i really wonder what gave them that idea. i get feedback from people, asking me to enrol into pure business as they say retail management course is sucky and the future prospects are well, quite bleak. i kinda agree with it i mean, how far can u go working in the customer service line? and i really dun see myself setting up a store selling clothes or stuff, maybe lingerie..but that's tough as very few singapore women would travel beyond the comfort zone of sorella and triumph. imagine being a beauty advisor all my life. i think i'll die from madness. went to temasek poly today with hsien, appealed for media and commnications position through direct school admission. i've decided to appeal to all the poly's mass comm courses (ngee ann and singapore poly on monday!) . i think that is really the only path that i'm interested in. it's just sad that i have to go through so much trouble just because my english didn make the grade. but now. i know. the chances of me landing in a mass comm course is as slim as me getting to buy my LV bag. therefore, i'm very very worried and confused. should i stay put in retail management and just give one last shot at all the mass comm courses? or should i actually try applying to ngee ann's business studies at the same time also. something tells me that i should try applying for business studies..it's safer to have a backup i guess.. i hate making decisions. |